Why? bcause , its for the first time Elf make me so sad and angry [so much]. 1 Jan till 3 Jan 2011 , i feel so happy with him , i know im not a perfect person but i try my best.

Yesterday , we met his friend, let called her A. They're talk each other with a big smile. Im happy with it though i feel a little bit jealous. Its ok cause I know she is his friend but 1 sentence that he talked, make me sad.

Im just his friend.

I wanna cry at that time but i try to keeping my smile. I cant see his face cause its just make my tears drop on fastly. Then when we at d'cost, i said that i want go to the toilet. I cry at there and gv some message to my friends. I wanna go home. Hopes he know that feel so sad. Until this day, I cant forgive him.

Sorry but i hope u know what i feel inside. Dont push me to change my true character. If u love me , just like u said anytime, please accept me with my weakness.

i love just the way you are n i just want u understand what i feel, just understand me, not change anything that u like or ur characteristic, hope u will do that too.... please love me just the way iam, if u cant do that , lets finish it early.

Label: sad